Thursday 13 June 2013

What My Heart Wants

Sometimes I wonder if there is anything that I really want to achieve in my life...
I don't know!
Last February, when I thought I was dying, my only fear was that I die and never see you again! That is pretty much still one of my biggest fears..

Wednesday 12 June 2013

Sunday 2 June 2013

To Be or Not To Be

I'm just thinking that if I die tomorrow, they will say all those crap like: she was full of life and she was happy and positive and full of hope..... 
That would be such a stupid lie haha 
It's one thing to live a lie, but to die with it... I don't know, maybe it's better that way! Who cares anyways! Well, no one is responsible to make me happy, so why would I guilt trick them after my death?! He .. no one was commissioned to hurt me either, but they just did it anyways!